An Infinite Mind...

Sunday, January 18, 2009

*Blows dust off of Blogger*

So it's been two years since I posted on this thing, and I want to start anew. I deleted that old stuff because it's pretty much irrelevant to me now. I just feel the need to vent. I hate to sound all pessimistic, but I just feel like i'm in a rut right now. It's almost depressing. I don't want to be, but sometimes I have those random bouts of depression. It sounds strange but it's true. I'm just tired of things not working in my favor.

Don't get me wrong, i'm grateful for the things I do have in my life, but i'm just...just not satisfied with the way things are going right now. It could be better, but something is not working. I have to admit, sometimes I get a little envious when people are "enjoying life" or have good things happening in their lives. So i'm like "Why can't I have that?" I'm not sure if this is some time of live lesson or something, but I just want a change for the better. I'm tired of this.