tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-369114742011-04-21T22:58:42.747-04:00This blog is intend for, well, what I feel like talking about. Whether it be about my own life, pop culture, news, media, internet, or whatever else comes to mind.RJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13064542091314904064noreply@blogger.comBlogger11100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36911474.post-26694372560303730122009-01-18T19:46:00.002-05:002009-01-18T19:56:22.404-05:00So it's been two years since I posted on this thing, and I want to start anew. I deleted that old stuff because it's pretty much irrelevant to me now. I just feel the need to vent. I hate to sound all pessimistic, but I just feel like i'm in a rut right now. It's almost depressing. I don't want to be, but sometimes I have those random bouts of depression. It sounds strange but it's true. I'm just tired of things not working in my favor. <br /><br />Don't get me wrong, i'm grateful for the things I do have in my life, but i'm just...just not satisfied with the way things are going right now. It could be better, but something is not working. I have to admit, sometimes I get a little envious when people are "enjoying life" or have good things happening in their lives. So i'm like "Why can't I have that?" I'm not sure if this is some time of live lesson or something, but I just want a change for the better. I'm tired of this.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/36911474-2669437256030373012?l=an-infinite-mind.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13064542091314904064noreply@blogger.com2